Day: February 5, 2025

In the previous year, I had done really much of my target such as: having high score, have a scolarship, have achivement in sport,… But after all I still failed to do really much thing to my family one of those is I still went home late so I didn’t help my mom to prepare dinner really much.

So in the new year 2025, I want to improve in my litterature score, I also want to help my family more on my house work, and I also want to change my self to learn hader.

To be success in doing my target, I would:

1. Reading more books, write more paragraph and give it to my teacher.
2. Going home earlier and help my parent.
3. Try to do some extra task and do the homework without remind from my parent.

Sorry, I’ve utterly disappointed myself in the changes or lack there of since last year. But even so, I’m not even angry over it right now. I bear no grudge against myself. It’s just that back then, I was just so incompetent. Throughout Heaven and Earth, I alone will achieve my goals. The merit of having realistic expectations that’s been planned down for these last few months is key to a user’s fulfillment. The demerit is that it can be easily over tuned, leading to impossible outcomes for one’s own level. You were once apart of that, weren’t you? That’s why you know so much about the regret crawling on your back. However, even if you created ideal goals plausible by standards you are able to uphold, only a scant few know about this. Take the small victories and losses, then smash together those two different expressions of learning to create and push out success. New year technique: New me.

(normally i would make the texts white but I’m feeling skibidi this time)

For my new year’s resolution I want to achieve good grades in math and other subjects too. Not that I wanted to be smart or receive certificates, is just that my mom thinks the recent score of my 1st semester math test was too low (which was 6). Well, obviously I’m going to study more if I don’t want bad grades again…

Besides normal achievements everyone wants, I want to improve my badminton skills. I am pretty decent at badminton and I play it with my mom once or more in a week (by force). Despite failing multiple times at first, I’m starting to get better last year and this year too. I’ll try to practice more but I’m aiming to use the racket on my left arm.

Next and the last one, I want to start a comic. I already made a bunch of them but I never intended to complete any. I watch several crime documentaries to find my ideas but somehow nothing comes into my mind. Weird but just when I was about to shut the comic plan, an idea flew into my mind at school. I’ll definitely make it if I have the materials, for now this is the end of my essay.

me right now ⬆️